...ever be happy

will i ever be normal again?

...honestly don't know.

i really am sorry.
it hurts so bad.

...just breathe

...

2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake,

"Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?,

I don't love him.

Winter just wasn't my season"

Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes

Like they have any right at all to criticize,

Hypocrites.

You're all here for the very same reason

'Cause you can't jump the track,

we're like cars on a cable

And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table

No one can find the rewind button, girl.

So cradle your head in your hands

And breathe... just breathe,

Oh breathe, just breathe

May he turned 21 on the base at Fort Bliss

"Just a day" he said down to the flask in his fist,

"Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year."

Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,

But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,

Wanna hold him,

Maybe I'll just sing about it.

Cause you can't jump the track,

we're like cars on a cable,

And life's like an hourglass,glued to the table.

No one can find the rewind button, boys,

So cradle your head in your hands,

And breathe... just breathe,

Oh breathe, just breathe

There's a light at each end of this tunnel,

You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out

And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again

If you only try turning around.

2 AM and I'm still awake, writing this song

If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me,

Threatening the life it belongs to

And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd

Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud

And I know that you'll use them, however you want to

But you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,

And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table

No one can find the rewind button now

Sing it if you understand.

And breathe, just breathe

woah breathe, just breathe,

Oh breathe, just breathe,

Oh breathe, just breathe.

...everybody's changing and i don't feel the same

...seems as though the new sem brought with it new issues and new worries.

some of them are more out there,more publicized.

but they are usually the ones that don't matter as much as the the ones that are buried deep within a person.

at least it's out there and ready to be dealt with.

the latter needs digging.....

.....and digging needs time.

like hourglasses.think it's great how they can come in a myriad of shapes and sizes.fascinating watching the moments of life just trickle down,little by little.

...picking the right one

...come,come, let's not get caught in the middle.

let the hypocrites be.

if well-meant expressions fall upon deaf ears

then leave them be,

for who are we

to judge.

a double edged sword is what it is-

double edged-

so only use it with THAT in mind

for cutting others means cutting oneself.

to live on an island would be unthinkable

and yet to live in the infested-

in physical and mental terms-

city is just ridiculous

and frankly

vomit-inducing.


to love a little

to love a lot

it's the same thing really.


to preach about priorities

is to preach about the most important love.

...the old catches up

...it was a huge departure.

yet,the delays and lags in between paved a way for the ghosts to creep slowly back.

it feels different and yet a part says it's regression.

both,equally undesirable.

yet they seem to be inevitable and almost vital sometimes.

choices.

...exam-blues

...it seems almost inevitable that depression set in each time exam's around the corner.

i like this broom picture.i think it is cute.
sekian,terima kasih.thank you.

SHOO!SHOO!

come back my high spirits!

*spirited away*

...a favour if you will,father time

...it's mind-boggling how time flies when you want it to pass as slow as possible and how it crawls when you want it to zoom by.

back again from my lover-ly trip back home.

sigh.

the journey was delayed by 3 hours,making my trip back last a grand total of 6 and a half hours.traffic was a bitch,what with the rain and all.

sigh.

i miss home already!

sigh.